tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24583503077529155862011-11-27T15:55:27.151-08:00Crystal Chanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08415998256111687455noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2458350307752915586.post-1768225630148868772010-11-03T10:46:00.000-07:002010-11-03T11:07:50.865-07:00. my life these days.... I feel so miserable.... My friends... My mei mei have problems.... I talk to them..... But it seems there is still lots problem for me to face..... I dun understand why do i always fight wid you... Why?!.... I dun feeling to hurt you.... I dun wanna fight wid you.... Whenever i fight.... There is some blockage in my heart.... Its painful.... Is as painful as how i left the 1st guy....why do i feel this?.... Why?.... This two days.... I didnt sleep properly..... Its just because i feel something is bothering me.... But wad is it?.... I dunno.. I keep finding the answer... It never have a reply before..... Im feeling disappointed.to myself... Is it true that the more you dun wanna face the problem.... The more problem came to visit you.... And the more pain i have it in myself..... Every night in i am thinking wad is wrong wid my life.... god.... Can you bring me a happier life.... I know happiness is in my hands... But i couldnt open it and use it... Because its lock.... I really hope that one day.... I have the chance to run over the school field and cry out loud.... But i know i dun have the chance.... Because i dunno what sick im having in me... I feel scared everyday... Everytime i dun dare to close my eyes.... Because i really couldnt bare to leave my life like that... You always say i didnt care bout my own health... But wad can i do... Is wad can i do.... My parents need to pay for my sister course.. My whole family money all is their job... My family is not rich... I cannot waste the money like that... I dun wan to lose a house... A car.... I really afraid one day when i go off from this world widout noticing i didnt get to say take care to all of them i love.. :'(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2458350307752915586-176822563014886877?l=crystalchan1996.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Crystal Chanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08415998256111687455noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2458350307752915586.post-69480624600220091412010-11-02T04:19:00.001-07:002010-11-02T04:43:45.291-07:00Today when i am taking my History paper~ <br />I was super duper cold til my whole body shaking...<br />I was sleeping half way and i woke up because of coldness... <br />ahahhaa! <br />THEN... <br />study for KH~ <br />Study til exam starts~ finish up and start sleeping again~ <br /><br />Haih~ are you sure you not angry? <br />Im worrying here. dunno where r u... haix<br />Wad can i do!!! =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2458350307752915586-6948062460022009141?l=crystalchan1996.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Crystal Chanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08415998256111687455noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2458350307752915586.post-7881728360190818182010-10-29T02:25:00.000-07:002010-10-29T02:27:30.269-07:00I am back from so long MIA-ing ahhaha!!! <br />Oh well... <br />Today i sat for my science paper <br />1st paper one~ it was okayh not that difficult~ <br />Til after recess i sat for the 2nd paper. paper 2~ <br />OMG! it kills the cell in my brains~ <br />i was like i read everything but what came out is so different<br /><br />Yee min, Lit yin and few more ppl also dunno how omg~ <br />i juz hope wad i revision~ i hope to score flying colours back and not zero~ =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2458350307752915586-788172836019081818?l=crystalchan1996.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Crystal Chanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08415998256111687455noreply@blogger.com0